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I was eleven years old, I was doing my homework then I fell asleep. Just like that. My father came home suddenly and knocked the door but I didn’t hear him. After more knocking I waked up and opened the door then he asked me ” You were sleeping?” I was afraid of him so I said ” No” He knew that I’ve lied. He took me outside the house and left me alone for an hour as a punishment. It was cold there and I was left for an hour crying. He thought that made me a man who never lied. But that is untrue I still lie and I hate him.
My father did many things to me some are good and some are bad. I don’t remember the good things but I still remember the bad ones. He makes me liar, coward, non self-confident, non self-dependent, have no targets, and self injury person. It’s very difficult to explain how he did all that but if you were me and lived afraid of someone for 28 years, you would know. He still punished me but emotionally as stop talking or saying good morning to me. It really hurts when you are punished. I hate the moments before be punished. The hell is waiting. When I was abused by a stranger I was punished. My father hit me. So if any one asks me “Did you do that mistake?”, I will answer “No”. I will lie to avoid being punished physically or emotionally.
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