I used to play chess in high school. It was a nightmare whenever I played a new game. There were tremors during the game. My dominant hand and my head also were shaking slightly but obviously. Everybody made fun of me because of that. I was trying to stop that tremor but I couldn’t. I […]
I’ve tried many times to find out what triggers my depression. Nothing is really happened to make me feel like that. So, why? Why I feel so badly about my self. In fact, I have those thoughts but really I do nothing. They are just bad thoughts. I did some mistakes in the past but […]
The problem of depression is that you are too depressed to do anything. I am too depressed to look for a psychiatrist. I am too depressed to take any medication. I am too depressed to try anything to treat my self and make myself feels better. It is a vicious circle. Untill something happy outside […]
I want to cover my face. I need a mask. I need a solid mask without any expressions on it. Neither sad nor happy. I want people to stop starring at my face. I found out that when I am walking, I always put my hand over my lower part of my face as […]
I used to speak to myself since I was 5 years old. I always prefer that than find someone else and speak to him. It’s more easy and more comfortable, I can say anything to myself, and it’s more secure and I am very nice to my self. I don’t speak as myself but I […]