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I used to speak to myself since I was 5 years old. I always prefer that than find someone else and speak to him. It’s more easy and more comfortable, I can say anything to myself, and it’s more secure and I am very nice to my self. I don’t speak as myself but I imagine that there is another person and we speak friendly. It is usually a girl. No matter what her name but she always a nice person and has good listening gift and good personality. We speak about every thing. She is not the same person every time but I change her every couple of weeks. That habit leads to forcing me away from people because first of all I don’t want to look like a crazy person who talks to himself. Secondly I don’t need people any more because I have a nice person speaks to me. Thirdly I didn’t find any person like those I imagine. But now after growing up It’s no more sufficient. I need a real person I want one I can see and touch and hear. I want one smiles to me. But it becomes harder and harder. I am like a person who has lived alone on an island for a long time then he came back to people, he found himself unable to communicate with them and also has been changed even towards his nearest relatives. His body has returned but his mind hasn’t.
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